A
Case Study: 'MARGARET'
An
Historic New Zealand Account of a UFO/UAP Sighting and Possible Close
Encounter Experiences; Other Paranormal/Psychic Experiences
Copyright © Suzanne Hansen
2006, UFOCUS NZ Network
Over the last year in particular,
UFOCUS NZ has been approached by a number of senior citizens wishing to
talk about strange experiences that have occurred in their lives that
were indicative of contact with extraterrestrial beings. Given their generation
(ages ranging from 67 to 81), it was very hard for some of them to 'admit'
to such experiences, but they all felt 'driven' to do so. Most of them
had spoken to very few people about their experiences throughout their
lives - if at all. When asked why this was so, they had some very telling
and familiar answers. Some said they had always been afraid of being ridiculed,
or being ostracized by family and friends. One was afraid that she was
suffering from a mental illness, and chose to live with the experiences,
rather than expose them. Two of them expressed the sad concern that if
they divulged their experiences to family members at this stage of life,
they may be deemed to be suffering from some form of age-related dementia
or hallucinations. All wished to "get the experiences off their chests"
before their lives drew to a close. I found all of them to be lucid, sincere
people, who have been good Kiwi citizens, bringing up families; hardworking
and community spirited. What has caused this upswing in cases reported
by senior citizens? Perhaps they feel safer in doing so now at a time
when such topics are more widely discussed or featured in the media. Or
maybe the veils between our Earthly life and the great unknown are falling
away and we are becoming open to new understandings. Here we present 'Margaret's'
experiences. It is not our intention to definitively suggest that some
of Margaret's experiences are 'extraterrestrial' in nature, but we can
certainly draw parallels that indicate they may be.
Background:
'Margaret' (pseudonym)
is currently 73 years old. She resides in a resthome independent unit,
so that she can assist with the care of her husband, a resident. Margaret
is the eldest of ten children - all high achievers. Her parents were keen
for their children to have a broad education and they mixed with people
from all walks of life, attending public meetings and educational speeches
with their parents, developing enquiring minds. Their father was a declared
atheist and an avid humanitarian; Their mother was a very spiritual minded
person. Margaret married in 1952 and she and her husband have five children.
She qualified as a nurse and worked in both general and psychiatric hospitals.
She has participated in various church, esoteric and educational groups,
attaining a Certificate in Adult Teaching in 2001. Margaret has a deep
love of her family, music, art, singing, informative reading and humanity.
In her childhood, Margaret and her family lived on a farm near the small
country village of Havelock North. The village lies at the foot of Te
Mata Peak, a high craggy hill rising out of the Heretaunga Plains of central
Hawkes Bay, New Zealand. ('The Peak' has long been considered a place
of unusual happenings - strange lights, unusual energies, clouds and mists.
Local Maori revere it as a special place and it holds spiritual significance
with local tribal groups.) In 1941, Margaret was just 8 years old. Late
one night or in the early hours of the morning, Margaret was lying awake
in her bed looking out her bedroom window, when she had a strange experience
which she remembers to this day. The experience was to leave a deep impression
and have a lasting impact upon her life.
Margaret's
experiences:
On this particular evening, Margaret was sent to bed as usual and slept
with her curtains open, as was the custom in the countryside in those
days. She recalls sleeping on and off until very late at night, after
her parents had also retired to bed. By this time she could not get back
to sleep, and lay looking out the window opposite, watching the night
sky. Through her window, Margaret was able to look directly towards the
Peak beyond.While gazing at the night sky,
her attention was caught by a large, bright bluish/white light descending
towards the Peak. Margaret watched as it moved around the sky above the
Peak, appearing as if it was about to land somewhere on the steep slopes
(on that steep, rugged terrain, this would have been totally impossible
for any aircraft of that time, before helicopters). Margaret was curious,
wondering what this strange light was. It disappeared briefly behind a
hill. Within a very short space of time, the light reappeared from the
same spot, swooped around the Peak and began to descend slowly towards
the floor of the valley where Margaret lived. To her surprise and fascination,
it descended smoothly and silently, and appeared to 'land' or settle in
the farm paddock across the road. At that time, she did not recall seeing
any kind of object or craft, only the large, brightly glowing sphere of
light.
Being curious, Margaret got
out of bed and went to the window to look. Almost immediately she saw
a blue light about the size of a soccer ball emerge from the larger light,
and fly rapidly over the paddock and road, towards her bedroom window.
When the light reached the window, she remembers something akin to an
explosion, taking place both in her head and all around her; the light
expanded into her bedroom, enveloping her. At the same time, she felt
"strange" and remembered no more. (Margaret describes the feeling
as similar to going unconscious when undergoing an operating theatre procedure;
a strange kind of physical vibration moving throughout her body).
Next morning Margaret recalled
the incident with the unusual light and related it to her mother, who
reacted by telling her not to make up stories. Margaret continued to insist
that what she was saying was true, but her mother made light of it, passing
the light off as a shooting star and saying it could not have landed in
the paddock. Margaret decided to go out to the paddock to investigate,
and was intrigued to find a very large circle of swirled and flattened
grass, where she had seen the light descend the night before. She raced
back inside to tell her mother, who again passed it off by saying that
it was probably just flattened grass where "a cow had lain down".
This made no sense to Margaret, who had been raised on the farm and knew
that the large circular area of swirled grass was far too big (and regularly-shaped)
for a cow to have lain down on, and besides - there were no cows in that
field at the time! She said no more about the incident, as her mother
did not take her experience seriously. However, several years later, her
parents also observed an unusually bright oscillating light hovering and
moving erratically over the Havelock Hills, and recalled their daughter's
earlier sighting experience and description.

Map of Margaret's
sighting area
Around two years after this
extraordinary sighting, (when she was 10, 1943) Margaret was sent to stay
with friends in a valley nearby while her parents were away. She awoke
during the night feeling very frightened and with pain in her lower abdomen,
to find herself saying, "Please leave me alone
leave me alone!"
In the morning there was blood on her underwear and the sheets, much to
the consternation of the lady of the house. (Margaret was still only a
child and she did not begin menstruation for a further three years.) The
neighbour was concerned by this occurrence, as was Margaret's mother when
she returned; Margaret was otherwise in good health. The following night
she was afraid to go to sleep in case "someone or something"
came to take her away, and this became a reoccurring concern. At times
in later life she often awoke calling out and awakening her husband, because
she was aware of, or had memory of a figure bending over her.Some female
abductees report undergoing gynaecological examinations onboard craft
prior to puberty. Could this have happened to Margaret?
Margaret states that throughout
her childhood, and indeed her whole life, she has felt as if someone or
something has protected her from harm - even saved her life on occasions.
She is unsure as to what it could be - some unknown force, power, or being.
On these occasions she has sometimes been guided by a telepathic 'voice'.
Margaret has also experienced precognition. She related an instance when
she and her husband first met. Her husband was in the RAF and came to
New Zealand in 1949, although Margaret did not meet him until three years
later. At age 17 she was able to give a succinct description to her mother,
of a man whom she believed she would meet and eventually marry. Margaret
says she 'knew' her husband-to-be the instant she saw him, and they were
married in 1952.
An example of the 'protection'
that Margaret speaks of occurred when she was 8 years old (the same year
she saw the unusual light in the paddock). Margaret had accompanied her
father out on a farm where he was working. He had told her not to go near
a bank, beyond which was a steep drop with loose, unstable ground near
the edge. Margaret's curiosity got the better of her, and while her father
was busy, she ventured near the edge to have a look. The ground began
to give way beneath her and she panicked and shouted to her father for
help. She remembers falling forward over the edge as if in slow motion,
and felt hands take hold of her shoulders and help her to safety. Shaken
and frightened, she turned around expecting to see her father behind her.
There was nobody there. Her father was some distance away with his equipment,
annoyed with her for disobeying his instructions.
Margaret described another
such incident involving clairvoyance/clairaudience that occurred when
she was a young mother, five months into her second pregnancy. She and
her young son boarded a bus in the city of Palmerston North and sat in
a front seat adjacent to the driver. They were only just seated when Margaret
experienced a strange feeling. She describes how she both 'heard' and
'felt' at the same time, a telepathic message. The clear message stated,
"Don't sit there - you'll be seriously injured, if not killed!"
In spite of the bus moving, Margaret took her son and immediately moved
to a seat further back. Less than five minutes into the journey, the bus
was involved in an accident and a large steel pipe pierced the bus window
and the seat where they had initially been seated. Undoubtedly Margaret
or her son would have been seriously injured or decapitated outright,
had she not heeded the warning.After leaving school, Margaret
trained to be a nurse, and later, a psychiatric nurse.
In her late twenties (1960s), she developed a very large abscess in the
soft frontal tissue of her left ear that the doctor considered "very
serious". Eventually the abscess burst and continued to drain for
about 10 days. Margaret was surprised to find a very small object had
come out of the infected site. It was off-white, hard, and bone-like in
appearance, although it came from an area where there was no bone tissue.
On closer examination, she saw that the object was about 5mm long x 2-3mm
wide and barrel shaped, with visible regularly marked ridges running around
its surface. There was a protruding point or prong, extending from each
end. Margaret has not had any injuries or surgical procedures to her ears
or skull, so this was a complete mystery. In retrospect she is sorry she
did not keep the object. The abscess cleared up after the object was expelled.

The unusual
object expelled from the abscess site
Margaret described how one
evening, when feeling tired as she recovered from the abscess, she went
to her room to rest. It was around 7.30 in the evening and her family
was in the next room. While she lay listening to them talking, she sensed
a 'presence' and upon opening her eyes, was shocked to see two strange
beings with wrinkled faces and large black eyes, looking at her. One was
considerably taller than the other. The next memory she has of this incident
is that she was suddenly descending down a 'tunnel' and found herself
in a bright place with a small, glowing 'boy' walking around her. He took
hold of her hands and spoke to her briefly. She remembers no more until
she 'woke' later in the evening.

The two figures
Margaret saw near her bed
This is an interesting incident
in light of abduction research. Margaret could be describing an out-of-body
experience (OBE) in the realms of the spirit world or astral plane. Alternatively,
some abductees report encounters where entities 'draw' the person's spirit
body from their physical body to communicate with them, which could explain
the incident. Or she could have just lapsed quickly into sleep and dreamt,
however this would not account for the fact that she was clearly awake
when she first saw the figures and one would expect her to cry out, not
fall asleep. Is it possible that the object that was expelled from the
abscess was an implant? Were extraterrestrial or spirit beings checking
up on Margaret, or bringing her reassurance? Was her 'spirit body' absent
while her physical body remained - seemingly asleep? Family members suggested
that she was hallucinating, having been ill. However she were was able
to describe and draw (1964) specific details that we associate with extraterrestrial
features, although Margaret had not read early UFO literature of the time.
Margaret holds no set viewpoints on this occurrence. It is as much a mystery
to her now, as it was then, however she feels the beings she saw may be
associated with her childhood sighting.
It is possible that Margaret's
sighting at 8 years old, of a large spherical light descending onto a
farm paddock, was an event that marked the beginning of contact between
Margaret and extraterrestrial beings. Alternatively, contact may have
been continuous from early childhood, with this event possibly being her
first conscious recollection of such interactions. Her later experience
of seeing two entities by her bed in her late twenties, would seem to
support this possibility. There are several unusual facets
of Margaret's childhood sighting experience that stand out, and which
are common factors of many close encounter episodes:
1. In this case, having initially slept for a while on that night, Margaret
later could not sleep at all and lay awake staring out the window long
after her parents had retired to bed. Although obviously there can be
many contributing factors to sleeplessness, similarly abductees describe
a feeling that can occur prior to contact, of feeling 'wired up', 'electric',
or restless and unable to sleep or concentrate. On some psychic level,
they sense that something is about to happen.
2. Margaret did not move from the window as the smaller ball of light
rapidly approached. Nor did she call out to her parents, even though she
could see the light coming straight at her. One would expect an 8 year
old to have done so, especially having experienced such a strange and
frightening phenomenon. This kind of behaviour is a reoccurring theme
in many close encounter experiences. The target subject sometimes appears
to be put in a state of 'calm,' or a decreased reactionary state, just
prior to contact taking place.
3. Margaret describes something akin to an "explosion" taking
place, both in her head and all around her, as the light surrounded her
body. Close encounter experiencers often report hearing a loud 'clapping'
or explosive sound in or around their head, just prior to the onset of
the 'Oz factor'.
4. The 'Oz factor', derived from the 'otherworldly' nature of the movie
'The Wizard of Oz', is a combination of physical symptoms reported by
many abductees that occur just prior to a contact; in fact they are experienced
so commonly that many abductees have come to clearly recognize them as
a sign that 'something is about to happen'. They may include: tingling
or vibrations throughout the physical body, particularly in the arms and
legs, progressing up into the torso; narrowing of the peripheral vision,
or a feeling of 'blacking out' (as when one is losing consciousness);
dizziness, faintness, or a feeling of an altered state of consciousness;
inability to move the body, sometimes with the exception of the eyes and
head; inability to perform any actions or reactions that would normally
be instinctive or intentional; sometimes a sense that everything is happening
in slow motion; a cessation of or 'distancing' of all normal sounds. Margaret
clearly experienced several of these symptoms as she stood at her window
watching the smaller light approach. She recalled "strange physical
vibrations" moving through her body; she felt "strange"
as when one is going unconscious; she did not react to the approaching
light as one would expect a child to do; she was 'rooted to the spot'
and made no attempt to move or call out to her parents; she makes no mention
of feeling fear or concern.
5. As many abductees experience, Margaret has no recollection of 'what
happened next'; there was no closure to the event. Instead, there was
that all-to-familiar 'blank', leaving the person guessing as to what might
have taken place. She has no recollection at all of seeing the spherical
light depart from the paddock and equally no recollection of getting back
into her bed. One would expect a child to have alerted the whole family
to such a spectacle - or at least to remember running and hiding under
the blankets! Similarly the incident involving two entities appearing
by her bed has that same aspect of 'what happened next'? It skipped bizarrely
from shock at their appearance, to a peaceful, otherworldly scene - and
then nothing until she 'awoke'! (came back?).
Later in life, Margaret experienced
what is known as a 'flash-back' (a person exposed to a traumatic or highly
strange event sometimes 'blanks' the event from their memory. This memory
can suddenly surface in vivid detail weeks, months or years later. Experiencers/abductees
often report that vivid abduction memories surge back into conscious memory
following a 'trigger' event or circumstance). While holding a conversation
on spiritual topics, Margaret unexpectedly recalled (ie. had a sudden
clear image in her mind) having seen a small, thin humanoid figure next
to the sphere. It wore a 'helmet' or headgear of some sort which protruded
from the back of the head and across the shoulders with a pipe or tube
coming down into some sort of 'backpack' on its back. (See NB) A spherical,
metallic object/craft was floating just above the ground, with bright
bluish/white light emanating from what appeared to be windows around the
upper third of the sphere. She does not recall the dimensions of the object,
but recalls a misty glow around the entire object.
These memories were
very disturbing and caused Margaret to begin questioning what may have
happened to her that night. For Margaret to have seen these details, she
may have been much closer to the object than just at her bedroom window.
Did a contact take place? Was she taken onboard the object/craft? If so,
did subsequent activities take place that were deliberately 'blanked'
from her memory by the occupants?

Artist's
impression of Margaret's description of the spherical craft
It is a popular theory among
psychologists and sceptics, that abductees and people who allege extraterrestrial
contact are highly imaginative people whose recollections are influenced
by images in 'pop culture' and sci-fi. However Margaret's descriptions
of this object bear little resemblance to common popular images of extraterrestrial
craft - which makes her memories all the more credible in respect that
she has not been influenced by popular culture, and in fact Margaret is
not well-read at all when it comes to UFO literature or sci-fi. There
have been reports of similar spherical craft to those that Margaret recalls,
but they have been vastly outnumbered by the 'classic' images. It is to
Margaret's credit also that she does not necessarily lay claim to having
had an experience with extraterrestrials. Not once did she stray from
her descriptions or embellish her experience during any of the interviews
- she simply outlined to me, quite matter-of-factly, her recollections.
She remains uncertain to this day of the actual nature of her experiences.
Margaret has had a strong sense
of 'purpose' that has run through her life and a strong desire to be of
help to others, which she has performed through her many years of nursing
and caring for others. She also recalls a 'dream' or 'visionary experience'
that occurred in childhood in which she 'promised to work for mankind.'
Again, this is a detail she shares with many close encounter experiencers
and people of devout religious beliefs. Throughout her life, Margaret
has felt driven to explore spiritual perspectives on life, healing and
psychic abilities. In recent years she has written a booklet, a collection
of her personal research into such topics as energy, intelligence, astronomy,
light, God and Spirit - to name a few. Margaret considers her search for
answers to her experiences to be an ongoing investigation and opportunity
for learning and opening to new paradigms. We wish her well on her journey.
(NB) In 1959, Mrs Eileen Moreland, a farmer's wife, had a spectacular
sighting of a saucer shaped craft with two occupants. She described them
as wearing large helmets that extended from shoulder to shoulder.
Link:- 'The Moreland Sighting'
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